Damned mornings

another morning. the sound of rising traffic seeping in through my window. there's a rush outside.
i lay in my bed wide awake, thinking and wondering. its not yet time for me to wake up. maybe i can get some more sleep, i should try. maybe i should skip office today. go and sit near that lake and watch the water. yes, that wouldn't be bad.

wish i could just go back to sleep. maybe m just afraid to face the day. m gonna sink like a stone, gonna go all the way down and never come up.